done for the day! :/

red cup!

having fun painting for my project of 9 little paintings. such nice sunny warm weather :D

black and white world!

not a great quality photo, as i have been taking photos with my laptop(my camera broke :( hopefully buy one soon.) let me know what you think.

dinner tonight

1 quick little painting

new oil painting.

My new painting that i started. it's not complete, however i am liking the burnt umber color and lot of the lines that i might leave many places in its raw stage. 

hope this will finish as my favorite painting of the semester. 

i am quiet behind in all my classes, actually i am terribly behind in all my classes. however, i don't feel like crying over it. i acted very immature, and unorganized. i was depressed with life dramas. who doesn't have one! more or less. i need to be strong, and determine.

so i am working on my class projects. hopefully one of these days i will take some photos of my clay work, so i can share it with you guys. 

my point and shoot camera broke. i was planing on buying a new DSLR, however, budget doesn't allow me for that right now. i might end up buying another cheap one, just to keep my photography needs get going. spending lots of time with self. yesterday i sat down in one of the outdoor bench at the university, and read a book about native american cooking. so at least i have some entertainment other then projects, bad grades, disappointment, and tons of other negative things that i am fighting with. 

news! i deactivated my facebook. not for ever. but atleast for some good amount of time. 

hope you are living a satisfying life. if not, pause moment, and think about what will bring that appetite for life. 

feel free to email me if you got any thoughts. 

late night empty painting class!

spring break is over!

last day of spring break!

shesher kobita by Tagore inspired drawing.

i am not ready to let you go...but may be its time that i should!

Araatrik.........!

a beautiful night by the window... enjoying the broken heart treasures.

my red lil shelf.

my little point of camera broke :( 

therefore, i am not able to take photos the i way i would like take them. anyways, picture quality is horribly bad because i took it with my laptop, and it tends to work badly with low light. 

so i went this salvation army thrift store with a friend, who went there to buy some containers. i saw this wooden box lead, that had divider on. i have been wanting to built a shelf from long time, but got no money to built one. so i thought this wooden box would be perfect for a little shelf for small goodies. 

colored it red spray, and here it is :]

it is my spring break week, my roommate is gone to her family, so just trying to have some quality time with self, and trying to get over this person that i started liking from about a year back. which i finally learned to confess to me, that i really do like him a lot. 

therefore, broke up with my "boy Friend" who lives back home, and haven't seen for 3 years. i fell out of love somewhat, as i fell into in love somewhat. 

i feel bad for hurting my supposedly boy friend. but i don't want to fake a relation.

and the person i like? LOL 

he barely says hi to me, i barely his face ever. he dosn't LOVE me either. 

i have no regret for anything. i am spoiled by me and got more then enough love from me to myself. 

doesn't matter if my parents are busy with their life dramas. or my x moves on, or this person doesn't even care for me.

i am in my love zone, know for sure, i will manage to get over all these. i just hope it happens soon, and i get back to my education soon with lots of dedication. 

in LOVE with RED.

hope you are enjoying your COLORS OF LIFE TOO. 

let me know, need you!

tea time with self!