tHis sumMEr witH FamiLY!

juNe!

                        Life is been pretty peaceful, and relaxed. i am not working this month. my next class doesn't start till july. its been great, i am not in rush every morning...tons of me time....cooking quiet a lot. sorry that i didn't take much photos of that. but made meatloaf, vegetable pilaf, fish dishes, lentils, turnip, pumpkin curry, green beans etc....gathering ideas to paint, howeven havnt been sketching much *guilty* Thats about it for updates. will be back shortly!

tHis weEkenD!

its been pretty quiet life. a bit lonely, like it has been for the most part in past 20 years..... But, may be not....This time its rather more calm and spiritual alone time. One more news.....i decided to quit my part time job at the university, since i find it really boring, everyone seems to be so bored, quiet and unhappy in their cubical that i get so depressed in that sad lil environment. everyones always heating up some frozen food in the microwave, walking around mostly without hi or hello, eating and working so quietly in their boxes.....................i decided to be brave and quit for a more satisfying job. hope i will find one.

so.....this weekend i just stayed home, painted a bit.....

cooked a little....fresh vegetables....green beans, pumpkin, kale, asparagus, spinach, peas......loved it, sorry that i didn't take any photos to share. but i also made one quiche with sharp cheddar, tomato and asparagus that i took a photo of :]

walked around the empty huge university parking lot, and hopefully received some vitamin D from the sun....good times.....

and stayed home...finished some chores....

..................................enjoyed lovely warm summer afternoons with the Lovely ME ME and ME!
Always eager to know about "unknown" you guys that pass by my blog. i see the page views, and wonder about you guys...but i guess thats allright. being unknown isn't bad either. i feel more close.
have a good and satisfying week [:

Warhol and mE!!!

.............................................so i am done with my spring and may mini semester yesterday!
i didn't really study much so i feel a bit guilty. because my class was about 19th century art history, one of favorite time period of the art world. however, it does feel so relived to have a day off from everything! so i decided i will have a date with me for the rest of the day!
.............................................................I started of with a book store!
Ahh! it was relaxing! i found few good books that i will eventually buy, i sat there for 2 hours and read different books on japanese interior design, middle eastern food, indian food, Picasso's life and inspiration

......................then i found the book i absolutely was NOT going to leave the store without............................................................ ANDY WARHOL'S DIARY. 
the diary he maintained from 1974 to until his death! i always thought he was interesting, the its been one year i started liking him, and now i think i am in love with him. so had to Buy it. A beautiful gift to the beautiful me!

              Andy's diary and me had great time over lunch with self.

................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................after all these good stuff, i had to go to a boring place, to the Doctor's office. No i am not dying or anything, nothing serious! but my body doesn't have enough blood. it should be at 11 at least, 5 is supposedly an emergency situation that some one has to immediately get some blood transfusion.....mine is 6. my doctor was saying if i get into a car accident or something, i don't have any reserve and have higher risk for heart attack. LOL.
these sounded Pretty scary, and tuff. (last statement, its all good, i have to boost my iron supper fast, and take some other necessary steps. gotta wait on other lab report)
..................however, it made me a little sad. we all know we gotta die, but never really meant much to me. it got me thinking, people who are really sick, got cancer, or some other scary disease how awful life is for them. i don't want to die, not for a big reason, not for a little...just not yet!!! i hope that all my friends, family, everyone around me can have a happy healthy life. life is too precious!!!!!
..........................anyways, i was craving to lay down on the grass, or anywhere on a open QUIET place underneath the sky...so thought i will give myself 15 min  of silence from everything around me. so as the university is closed, and empty, i decided to go take a walk there and lay down on a bench for few good minuets!

...................................i am glad, this blog is turning into my diary! someday, someone might be happy to see my life/stuff...just the way I am so very much happy to find Andy Warhole's personal diary!

jOurnEy!

"...........keboli shopono korechi bopono...batashe Ami"

its been dream always to sleep underneath starry sky and 
hide from the crowd. well, life is too short, and i am to preciously spoiled by me. so thought, if not open sky, will build a closed one. hope ya'll will do the same. give something to self that YOU desire

28th feb, 2013.

hi you guys! 

my new painting! i am supper happy with the outcome.